I am insecure about the mother I am. I can be overcontrolling and generally out of control. There have been times that I have thought to myself, I just hurt my son. Why??? Because he hasn’t done exactly what I wanted him to… because he told me no… because he hit me… all of this is sin. And all of this is because I am insecure. I have to get over this insecurity or else I will not be raising my son it the way God would have me raise him.